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Female, 18, Melbourne Australia.
So, this used to be a blog which was meant to inspire me to lose weight. I created it in the final months of 2012 when I was about to complete my final school exams and my eating disorder was in full swing. I have had bulimia for four years now and last year, my mind was in a pretty dark and terrfying place. I have just begun proper recovery with a psychologist and have told my parents about the disorder.(although they're pretty useless about it all, regardless if feels good to have them know). This blog has anything from fitness inspiration, sexual posts, food porn and my rantings and ravings which I post to help sort through my own confusion. If any of this is a trigger then please do not follow me. I sometimes post personal posts which can seem quite angry or wrong or triggering, a lot of the time it is as a personal journal for myself and its to relieve tension and anxiety that I have been feeling. It does not mean that I perpetually feel that way or that i condone Eating disorders or anything like that. This is MY personal recovery and if you cannot understand that, then please do not bother following me at all, I have enough disapproval and overbearing opinions in my life, I do not need someone to tell me how to run my blog or recover. Thanks very much, all that serious stuff aside(its necessary) I am so happy to hear from all of you and to see how you guys are. Whatever it is you are going through in life at the moment, you can get through it and you will be a better person for it! xx
{have temporarily taken out stats due to recovery efforts}

dontstop-fitnessprincess:

fitspiredblonde:

be-a-shreddedkunt-or-die-mirin:

fuck-toned-get-swole:

89dave:

kiss - push-ups
…how many can you do?

This would be cute until I hit failure and fucking crush her LMAO

^^^^

http://fitspiredblonde.tumblr.com/

Can you not self promo on my posts.

dontstop-fitnessprincess:

fitspiredblonde:

be-a-shreddedkunt-or-die-mirin:

fuck-toned-get-swole:

89dave:

kiss - push-ups

…how many can you do?

This would be cute until I hit failure and fucking crush her LMAO

^^^^

http://fitspiredblonde.tumblr.com/

Can you not self promo on my posts.

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sleepingg-with-kellin-quinn:

officialalltimelow:

crowpse:

I DIDN’T FINDTHE TUMBLR BUT I FOUND “PRETTY GIRLS MAKING UGLY FACES” AND I WAS  CRYING ON THE BUS I WAS LAUGHING SO AHRD 

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THE SECOND ONE OMG I M CRRIYIGN

THE THIRD ONE OMG NO SLEEP FOR ME EVER AGAIN.

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s-taymotivated:

How to Bounce back after a Binge!

1. Don’t purge. I know it’s really hard to hold back from it, especially if you’ve done it before, but it will not benefit you in any way.
2. Don’t reduce your calorie intake for tomorrow (or any of the days following) to nothing. It might seem like a logical plan, but if you restrict tomorrow, you’ll never get into a normal cycle of eating. You’ll be constantly ricocheting between binge and purge, starve and binge, purge and starve. You’ll never be eating normally.
3. Remember that it takes 3500 EXCESS calories to gain a pound. This means 3500 calories on top of what your body already requires to function on a day-to-day basis. It’s highly unlikely your stomach can even hold this much, much less double that, so it’s very unlikely you’ll gain more than two pounds from this! Your progress is not back at zero. Your efforts so far are not null. This is just a little bump in the road.
4. Put on comfy clothes. Honestly. Tight clothes will just make you feel worse. Feeling bad = more binging. Take off those tight jeans, and put on some cozy sweats.
5. Use your binge as a learning experience. What triggered it? Did you feel out of control? Did you actually want all the food you were eating, or were you just eating for eating’s sake? Did you even like the taste of some of it? Do you think you binged because you deprived yourself of a treat you wanted earlier? Did you binge because you’ve been starving all day and just couldn’t take it anymore? Try and understand your binge, understand what your mind went through when your hands were reaching for all that food. The more you can understand the reasons behind your binge, the better you’ll be next time at preventing them—when you’re standing in the middle of a binge, it actually has nothing to do with willpower, it’s usually the result of decisions you made much earlier. For more information on how your brain can trick you into binging when its not getting enough nutrients, click here and here.
6. Remember that you are NOT a failure, bad for eating, undeserving of life, or ugly because you decided to give yourself what you really wanted.
Now for the fun part.
Tomorrow, wake up all bright and sunny. Leap right out of bed (Note: when wondering how to get out of bed, the answer is always “leap.”) Have a delicious bowl of healthy for breakfast and get really excited about feeling awesome all day because of all the healthy food you’re going to bless your body with. Take a walk, if you’d like to. Smile all day long. Drink some water. 
But don’t purge and don’t restrict. Eat how you’d normally eat, cause you’re a normal eating healthy person who does not fall prey to freak eating cycles. You don’t need that shit, look at you, you’re hot as hell.

s-taymotivated:

How to Bounce back after a Binge!

1. Don’t purge. I know it’s really hard to hold back from it, especially if you’ve done it before, but it will not benefit you in any way.

2. Don’t reduce your calorie intake for tomorrow (or any of the days following) to nothing. It might seem like a logical plan, but if you restrict tomorrow, you’ll never get into a normal cycle of eating. You’ll be constantly ricocheting between binge and purge, starve and binge, purge and starve. You’ll never be eating normally.

3. Remember that it takes 3500 EXCESS calories to gain a pound. This means 3500 calories on top of what your body already requires to function on a day-to-day basis. It’s highly unlikely your stomach can even hold this much, much less double that, so it’s very unlikely you’ll gain more than two pounds from this! Your progress is not back at zero. Your efforts so far are not null. This is just a little bump in the road.

4. Put on comfy clothes. Honestly. Tight clothes will just make you feel worse. Feeling bad = more binging. Take off those tight jeans, and put on some cozy sweats.

5. Use your binge as a learning experience. What triggered it? Did you feel out of control? Did you actually want all the food you were eating, or were you just eating for eating’s sake? Did you even like the taste of some of it? Do you think you binged because you deprived yourself of a treat you wanted earlier? Did you binge because you’ve been starving all day and just couldn’t take it anymore? Try and understand your binge, understand what your mind went through when your hands were reaching for all that food. The more you can understand the reasons behind your binge, the better you’ll be next time at preventing them—when you’re standing in the middle of a binge, it actually has nothing to do with willpower, it’s usually the result of decisions you made much earlier. For more information on how your brain can trick you into binging when its not getting enough nutrients, click here and here.

6. Remember that you are NOT a failure, bad for eating, undeserving of life, or ugly because you decided to give yourself what you really wanted.

Now for the fun part.

Tomorrow, wake up all bright and sunny. Leap right out of bed (Note: when wondering how to get out of bed, the answer is always “leap.”) Have a delicious bowl of healthy for breakfast and get really excited about feeling awesome all day because of all the healthy food you’re going to bless your body with. Take a walk, if you’d like to. Smile all day long. Drink some water. 

But don’t purge and don’t restrict. Eat how you’d normally eat, cause you’re a normal eating healthy person who does not fall prey to freak eating cycles. You don’t need that shit, look at you, you’re hot as hell.

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she wants the D

her teachers are concerned

why doesn’t she want the A

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